Well, today is the day. I go in for LASIK in 5 hours.
It’s 7:15 am Thursday and I’m sitting at my computer wearing my glasses…and the count down to the time when I will no longer have to wear them - EVER AGAIN - has nearly reached zero hour. I figured I should blog really quickly in case something goes horribly awry and I’m unable to see the keyboard in 6 hours.
I’m nervous, but I’m not really afraid that the procedure will go badly. I’m more than aware of the many ways it could of course having signed the informed consent forms. But I’m really more afraid of my screwing up somehow and damaging my weakened eyes after the surgery.
I’m a chronic eye-rubber and not rubbing my eyes is gonna be ROUGH. In fact as I’m sitting here my eyes are begging to be rubbed. The need to rub my eyes awake is driving me crazy… but I’m going to try to not do it…even this one last time. sigh (I mean seriously…they itch and are sleepy and need a good rubbing…this part is gonna suck).
Now obviously at some point in the recovery the eyes will heal to the point where gentle pressure and the like wouldn’t be disastrous. But the Dr. will never give the ok to rub your eyes…so who knows when that actually will be. So, I’ll live in fear of anyone or anything touching my eyes from today (at noon-ish) to the end of my days.
But despite that, I’m glad I’m getting it done. I’ve had several “Man, I hate glasses” moments over the past few weeks - and you know all about my deal with contacts (if you don’t, then check it out in the archives) - so I’ll be glad to be rid of the glasses.
Anyhow… I go in at noon and the procedure is at 12:30. So, by (roughly) 1:00pm I will be walking out well on my way to near perfect vision (lets hope). So the next time you see me, I will be seeing you better than ever! I’ll be seeing you thru my newly improved, dry, itchy (but can’t rub them), but visually acute eyes.
That reminds me of the other part of this that’s gonna suck… eye drops. I’m pretty bad at those things. Half my medication will no doubt run down my face having missed my eye entirely. And, dryness is a very real possibility (and a large probability) after the surgery … which means I’ll have to do the fake tear drops too. Not only am I bad at this, I’m gonna have to touch my face very near to my eyes … and I’m gonna hate that. I suppose I’ll get really good with eye drops, however, in the very near future.
Thanks for all the well wishing on the last blog (even though I had to beg for it
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I most likely won’t blog after the procedure since I’m supposed to come home and sleep as much as I can until my Friday 8:30am appointment. But… sleeping for 20 hours is difficult even for me - so it’s possible that I will take a few minutes and blog later today. In any case, I will blog on Friday after my 1 day check up.
(Does anyone else hear that ominous music?)
See you later! (Please, God, let me see them later.)